That made this defeat traumatic, but the Elo points lost were really just a case of kicking a man whilst he's down. I arrived a few minutes late after oversleeping, but quickly established a dominant positional advantage. It slipped, I recovered it, it slipped again, things clarified to a draw, and then I was robbed in disgusting circumstances:
Hmmph! This one will rankle for a while. But for the avoidance of doubt, I have no bones with the arbiter's two-minute ruling - I blundered a pawn; he was making progress. I gather the next edition of the FIDE Laws of Chess make provisions for the arbiter to introduce a Fischer increment instead of making recourse to the current mechanism, which puts a lot of pressure on the claimant - if you have only one or two seconds a move, blunders can happen even in easily drawn positions like this one.
Really, I just don't think my opponent had any right to win. Indeed, he was lucky even to be drawing, as he mishandled the opening terribly and could have resigned after 20 moves. Even when things ebbed away, I established a winning position again, but just didn't ice him when I had the chance. A shame, as I played patches of a nice game. Perhaps the fatigue that caused me to oversleep had an effect, and of course being the last game in the room to finish hardly helped matters. It just seems a case of daylight robbery to play to win only because I have little time, but as I've said before chess isn't usually fair.
I felt very angry after this (which is rare; I can be irritated so easily that some see it as a recreational pastime, but outright angering me is much harder) and could sense that in the final round, I would either blast my opponent off the board or watch myself crash and burn horribly. That meant an unfortunate state of affairs for my final opponent of 2012.
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